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My Life (05212012)

  As a housewife, there’s not much to do around the place.  All I do is wake up on time around 8am and cook for the husband PLUS the in laws.  Afterwards, clean up the mess and clean the entire house up.  When everything is done, I go straight into the bedroom and nap till I have to repeat the days again.  

  Being a wife and daughter in law isn’t as fun as I thought it would be.  Sometimes I miss being single and living with my parents - life was so much easier then.  But I chose this new life; being married and being around the man I truly love.  Of course now he has a new job he loves so much, I barely see him at night now.  

  I left my job I’ve been at for 4 years - retail job.  It was a huge step for me and accomplishment.  I’ve always talked about leaving that job since after working there for a year but never happened.  Will after 4 years working at the miserable place, I finally left.  Now I’m jobless trying to find a different place to enjoy and actually love being there.  But at the same time I’m loving the stay at home wife part - yeah money is the BIG THING right now and I should worried about how I’m going to make the money since I can’t always count on the husband all the time.  Believe me I’m trying to find a job right now but so many places don’t want to hire you unless you really have the standard their looking for.  Maybe I’m not trying hard enough?  I don’t want to be a bum housewife for the rest of my life, I want money saved on the side.  I want to move into our own apartment one day and have a family of our own and be able to support them.  WHY IS FINDING A JOB SO COMPLICATED?

  Maybe I could start my own boutique clothing line?  Maybe start my own business and achieve something from there.  I would love to be my own boss someday, but right now is time?  Or maybe it’s too soon?  Wow being home all the time is really giving me ideas in my head 0__0